hay hara eon mat ang. nagakagulo ro ang isip, ubra, ag kaluluwa. restless soul am i! napansin ko lang lately. pero siguro ngani man 'this too shall pass'. ahai. tapos hara do ang nabasa makaron nga adlaw. indi ko masayran kung challenge o kung ano ra:
Speak your truth, no matter what needs to be said. Follow your path, no matter how it twists and turns. Let your heart lead you through any ache and burn. There is nothing more frustrating than a voice trapped in your throat or a dream trapped in your mind, like a bird stuck inside the house. On the other side of boldness, there is nothing more liberating and magically powerful than a voice or a dream finding its freedom like a bird finally finding its release through an open window. This is the reward that awaits your conviction. Your voice, your life, and your vision carry conviction, clarity and commitment. Let them free to do their work.
kunta maisip ko eon kung ano eon man do gustong ma experience ko ang bestfriend ngara ham-an it aligaga eon man da imaw. ;(
BE TRULY RICH:
http://www.bosanchezmembers.com/amember/go.php?r=7013&i=10
betrulyrich
Saturday, July 28, 2012
Thursday, July 19, 2012
damgo
woke up quite early from quite a
vivid dream this morning. i was with baba and someone else i can't
remember. we were going to this far end of Boracay but the way was not so
Boracay i was wondering where the hell we were. i remember we were
looking for the cheapest room and baba went ahead of me to look and ask her
friends then somebody told her the place where we were going.
nakakalurkey kaya. dumi ng daan, dumi ng tubig pati and you wouldn't even
think it's Boracay. anyway when we finally arrived, we needed to pass by
a very small window and turned out it was the back entrance. hmmmm.... but
surprise of all surprises. lo and behold! Neale Donald Walsch was in there
giving his regular intimate retreat to a group of very few folks. and
that is just my dream! to be cruising or be anywhere with Neale and
listen to his wisdom.
while standing in awe, huge
waves coming in to us so suddenly and we all thought it was a tsunami and the
end for all of us. we were gripping so hard for life and then it's gone.
the next morning, life was so
beautiful like never before. went down the hill and started to enjoy the
beach.
while looking at the people
swimming, a guy was taking pictures of an eel then let it go. but then
folks who saw him do it went after the eel and so this guy started to argue why
they would have it for food when it's not right to do so? then out of the
blue i recognized the shirt of the guy as AMA. omg! i came near him and
defended him too....then everything else became blur.
don't know i was feeling so good
upon waking up. must be a great day ahead, huh! rarely do i remember my
dreams but this one was just so real felt like actually being with Neale.
anyway......have a great
Wednesday evening everybody.
Monday, July 16, 2012
The Kite Runner and U Take My Breath Away
it's been a while that i have not written something here. hmmmm went through a tunnel that i could say changed my life and enriched me all the same. it was not easy but i believe that when you're down there's no way but up. so i rise up as a stronger, kinder, more passionate, more compassionate human soul. it gets harder at times but when you look back and realized all you did is love, then regrets should not set in. another way to get over is to forgive myself and be even more kind.
over the weekend, i watched The Kite Runner. if i shed tears reading the book, it's the same with the movie. what hit me was when the father told his son, Amir, that there's only one sin in the world, and the rest is just a variation of it, and that is stealing. when you lie, you steal someone his/her right to truth; when you kill, you steal life not only from the victim but also to those who love him/her. a father, a mother, a child, a friend, etc. well, of course the end of the story is that the son found out that his father lied to him and his half-brother. it is true indeed that what you usually condemn in others, you condemn it within. there is something within you that which you abhor and it is always worth the self-examination before we say 'bad' things about others.
why it hit home? that is just what i've been through recently kaya siguro sya nanatiling nakatatak sa utak ko. kakabasa ko lang din from the book i bought last night, Sex tips for the Living, that i must befriend the intolerant side of me. kailangan kong isipin palagi na wala sa ibang tao ang mali kundi sa akin. i think that's what you call being responsible only for your own because we can never change other people to suit our taste. and if we become responsible for our own life, we stopped playing the victim. mas madali kasing magturo ng mali o kasalanan ng iba para majustify natin ang ating reaction pero nawawala ang ating power na magdesisyon para sa atin. hindi nagiging mabuti para sa ating sarili na hindi panghawakan kung ano ang mga nangyayari sa atin. otherwise we will never grow for we believe that we are just victims and therefore not responsible and liable to our own actions.
another movie that i watched last night is the local film U Take my Breath Away with Piolo and Angelica. What Nova Villa said to Majoy na hindi mahalaga kung nasaktan ka sa isang relasyon o hindi naging maganda ang ending nito, ang mas mahalaga kasi naranasan ng puso mong magmahal ng totoo. o di ba sapul!? naniniwala ako na ang mensahe ng Dios ay dinadaan minsan sa kanta, sa pelikula, sa binabasa, sa nakikita, at sa lahat ng pwede mong mapansin kasi hindi sya talaga nawawala kahit isang segundo, kailangan lang nating makinig a t maging observative.
andito pa rin ang sakit pero palagi kong kinukuwestiyon bakit ba ako nasasaktan? kung ang purpose ng isang relasyon ay magmahal at magpasaya at maging daan para mag grow ang isang tao, nafulfill ko yun kaya dapat masaya ako. nasaktan ako kasi nag expect ako na dapat ang tao hindi nagsisinungaling, dapat sinasabi palagi ang totoo pero hindi ko pala hawak yun. ang totoo ay hindi nila kailangan maging totoo at tapat sa akin just because i'm true and honest to them. kailangan kong tanggapin na iba iba ang tao at hindi sila dumarating para patotohanan ang pinaniniwalaan ko. sa aspetong ganito, pinasasalamatan ko si Katie Byron with The Work. malaking influence sya sa aking pananaw sa buhay. kailangan talagang kwestiyunin palagi ang aking mga naiisip para malaman kung saan nanggagaling ang sakit. and most of the times, it is our thoughts that is hurting us. we thought that things must be this way and if they turn out otherwise, then we are hurt but we can get on and go beyond the thought and be really happy. and that is what she calls accepting what is. siempre hindi ganun kadali palagi pero sino ba ang nagsabi na madali lang mabuhay? hahahaha
life is still amazing with all its intricacies. live well. love much. laugh often. ;)) happy Monday!
BE TRULY RICH: http://www.bosanchezmembers.com/amember/go.php?r=7013&i=10betrulyrich
over the weekend, i watched The Kite Runner. if i shed tears reading the book, it's the same with the movie. what hit me was when the father told his son, Amir, that there's only one sin in the world, and the rest is just a variation of it, and that is stealing. when you lie, you steal someone his/her right to truth; when you kill, you steal life not only from the victim but also to those who love him/her. a father, a mother, a child, a friend, etc. well, of course the end of the story is that the son found out that his father lied to him and his half-brother. it is true indeed that what you usually condemn in others, you condemn it within. there is something within you that which you abhor and it is always worth the self-examination before we say 'bad' things about others.
why it hit home? that is just what i've been through recently kaya siguro sya nanatiling nakatatak sa utak ko. kakabasa ko lang din from the book i bought last night, Sex tips for the Living, that i must befriend the intolerant side of me. kailangan kong isipin palagi na wala sa ibang tao ang mali kundi sa akin. i think that's what you call being responsible only for your own because we can never change other people to suit our taste. and if we become responsible for our own life, we stopped playing the victim. mas madali kasing magturo ng mali o kasalanan ng iba para majustify natin ang ating reaction pero nawawala ang ating power na magdesisyon para sa atin. hindi nagiging mabuti para sa ating sarili na hindi panghawakan kung ano ang mga nangyayari sa atin. otherwise we will never grow for we believe that we are just victims and therefore not responsible and liable to our own actions.
another movie that i watched last night is the local film U Take my Breath Away with Piolo and Angelica. What Nova Villa said to Majoy na hindi mahalaga kung nasaktan ka sa isang relasyon o hindi naging maganda ang ending nito, ang mas mahalaga kasi naranasan ng puso mong magmahal ng totoo. o di ba sapul!? naniniwala ako na ang mensahe ng Dios ay dinadaan minsan sa kanta, sa pelikula, sa binabasa, sa nakikita, at sa lahat ng pwede mong mapansin kasi hindi sya talaga nawawala kahit isang segundo, kailangan lang nating makinig a t maging observative.
andito pa rin ang sakit pero palagi kong kinukuwestiyon bakit ba ako nasasaktan? kung ang purpose ng isang relasyon ay magmahal at magpasaya at maging daan para mag grow ang isang tao, nafulfill ko yun kaya dapat masaya ako. nasaktan ako kasi nag expect ako na dapat ang tao hindi nagsisinungaling, dapat sinasabi palagi ang totoo pero hindi ko pala hawak yun. ang totoo ay hindi nila kailangan maging totoo at tapat sa akin just because i'm true and honest to them. kailangan kong tanggapin na iba iba ang tao at hindi sila dumarating para patotohanan ang pinaniniwalaan ko. sa aspetong ganito, pinasasalamatan ko si Katie Byron with The Work. malaking influence sya sa aking pananaw sa buhay. kailangan talagang kwestiyunin palagi ang aking mga naiisip para malaman kung saan nanggagaling ang sakit. and most of the times, it is our thoughts that is hurting us. we thought that things must be this way and if they turn out otherwise, then we are hurt but we can get on and go beyond the thought and be really happy. and that is what she calls accepting what is. siempre hindi ganun kadali palagi pero sino ba ang nagsabi na madali lang mabuhay? hahahaha
life is still amazing with all its intricacies. live well. love much. laugh often. ;)) happy Monday!
BE TRULY RICH: http://www.bosanchezmembers.com/amember/go.php?r=7013&i=10betrulyrich
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