look within

These are the most basic and important questions that every human being must answer to the best of their ability according to Neale. and my golly wow i need a month to think about this. hahahaha

1. Who am I?
2. Where am I?
3. Why am I where I am?
4. What am I doing here?

Would you like to take a crack at answering them?

i'll try..........

WHO AM I?

i am a beautiful daughter of Goddess. a messenger of love, peace, hope, understanding, unity, and wisdom. i am a human being. a daughter to my mother. an apo to my lola. a nene to my siblings. a tita to my nieces and nephews. a manang to my cousins. a friend. a partner. a lover. a co-worker. a classmate. an environmentalist. a keeper. an educator. a boarder. a passenger. a driver. a biker. a hiker. a Filipino. i am who i am not. i am whoever i choose to be.

WHERE AM I?

i am in the midst of so called planet Earth. living in Burgos Mansion. working in Bacolod City. i can be wherever i choose to be. beyond my wildest imaginings i can be out of my body. i am where my mind takes me. i am where i tell my imagination to take me. i am in my body. i am beyond my body. i am in the beautiful phase of so called life where everything is abundant and unlimited. i am in the palm of my Goddess. i am in the midst of my creator's eye. i am being loved and embraced every milli second of my life. i am where am i.

WHY AM I WHERE I AM?

i thought fate brought me where i am but i rather believe not. somehow my soul orchestrated for this and i merely listened and obeyed. ;-) why am i where i am now still? i find joy in what i do. i enjoy my colleagues and i feel fulfilled helping my fellow beings. my only measurement in staying where i am is having the joy and passion in doing so.

WHAT AM I DOING HERE?

i am making joy into action. passion into reality. making others see the beauty of life. helping others see the beauty of being alive and enjoy it. inspire others to live life to the fullest. demonstrate what happiness is. letting others glimpse of who and what Goddess is through me: action, thoughts, words. i am God Godding through the process of so called life. i believe that God and Life are inseparable and interchangeable. i hope to be a model of life and death. that between the two, there is no difference. for the ending of the other is the beginning of another and in truth death does not exist for we are created as eternal. and we live forever and ever as it was in the beginning, is now, and will be forever. AMEN

New Year's Resolution/Dissolution?

Wow! 2009 na! it seemed like a blink of an eye and 2008 now is 'the past'. ano ba nangyari last year? kakatawa. halos wala akong maalala. ganito na lang ba talaga ang buhay ngayon? dumadaan, lumilipas, tapos tapos na. ha! try ko nga uling balikan kung ano maalala ko....................

1) dumaan si Frank at nalubog sa putik ang buong Kalibo. nagutom ang mga tao. nawalan ng kuryente, tubig, pagkain, atbp.
2) humingi kami ng tulong at tumulong sa mga may sakit, nawalan ng bahay, nawalan ng buhay, nawalan ng hanapbuhay
3) aside from Frank ano pa ba? ibig sabihin yun ang naiwan sa aking alaala na matagal makalimutan
4) attended a course on website developing held in UP Diliman pero hindi naman masyado nagamit. kailangan full time to focus and develop and not as over time to what i regularly do. sana mabigyan ko ng oras ngayong 2009 ;-)

wala na akong maisip sa mga oras na 'to. pag naisip ko sa susunod na lang. hahaha

sa 2009 ano kaya magandang gawin?

1. maging seryoso na ang gusto kong mag semi-vegetarian
2. bike more and ride less
3. walk more
4. hike more
5. swim more
6. play more
7. eat more vege and fruits
8. stop smoking
9. less time spent on tv
10. watch more wholesome movies; get rid of movies that contain violence
11. no soft drinks after reknowing that a glass of it is equivalent to 19 teaspoons sugar
12. do more yoga
13. buy less of what i want and spend more on what matters
14. love more
15. risk more
16. hope more
17. be positive at all times at all cost ;-0
18. dream some more
...and the list can go on and on but these i know must happen or else....it didn't happen. hahaha happy new year! ox na ox